cw: internalized ableism, self-abuse, in-system abuse, unpersoning as a form of violence

there's a lot of things that you have to consider when you're in a multiple system that's just a hair from 200 known members and definitely more than 200 members total. (even the unknown people have weight at this point, seeing as we know they're there, we just don't know who they are or how many they are or anything other than that there are more.) i think it's safe to say i haven't considered most of the things you have to consider in these circumstances. like timesharing. timesharing seems like a pretty big one to think about, if you're trying to cram 200+ worth of people's interests and desires into one malfunctioning fleshbag that can't even accomplish a single person's worth of ADLs. it's certainly one other people ask about.

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